I think way too much.
I need to quit thinking, or at least think about important things.
I don’t want to hurt him. I love him, and I don’t feel right with him.
Thank you, Aleia, for helping me. You’re right, I’m going to have to do it. I just don’t feel right hurting my best friend.
Josh, is my only best friend here.
Sure, there’s Sunny, Alex, Ambrelyn, and other band people. Just, they haven’t always been there. I take that back, Sunny and Alex have been but not as much as Josh has.
I hate to do this, but I have to.
I just feel bad. I pushed him away today. I probably shouldn’t have done that, but I did that. I regret it. Though, he probably didn’t think anything of it.
“SOML”