I think way too much.

I need to quit thinking, or at least think about important things. 

I don’t want to hurt him.  I love him, and I don’t feel right with him. 
Thank you, Aleia, for helping me.  You’re right, I’m going to have to do it.  I just don’t feel right hurting my best friend. 

Josh, is my only best friend here.
Sure, there’s Sunny, Alex, Ambrelyn, and other band people.  Just, they haven’t always been there.  I take that back, Sunny and Alex have been but not as much as Josh has.

I hate to do this, but I have to. 

I just feel bad.  I pushed him away today.  I probably shouldn’t have done that, but I did that.  I regret it.  Though, he probably didn’t think anything of it.

“SOML”

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